a bit of B2B

so far, study break for a month, is fully bz with the wedding thing-ing.
takut nnti time dah start sem bru, sibuk n no time to the planning and searching.

i know is a bit lambat lagi ntuk prepared and so on just like 8 month to go
but for my mission is "The fatest u done everything, the more time u get rest!!"
betul kan?
and the more you didnt think about it.
because i dont like kerja last minit.
mmg itu bukannya NURUL JANNAH ROSLI.

it seem all my freind knows my "that" atitude.
but my family didnt!!
semuanya nk last minit n most important is nak murah.

mana nak dapat dalam zaman ini? bayangkan la..
nak murah boleh dpt, tp hasil kerja msti sama ngn harga yg kita bayar la kan.
so u want for something, u have to find it on your own way.
ooo...sungguh pening.
now i know, bertapa susahnya nak kahwin.

kdg2 gak terpkir cmne la org yg kahwin zaman muda..
yg budak2 lagi lingkungan 18 - 19 years old??
how they could do that thing so fast??
planning, kumpul duit, komitment.

patutlah skrang nie bnyak je issue, cerai-barai, luar nikah.
rsanya bnda smua tuh tak pikir n tak dalami.

a bit of shame with that.
kalau nk berhujah, melayu mmg mudah lupa
tp kita pn manusia biasa. allah yg tentukan qadak n qadar.
if u pull out sgt dgn cara kita pn.
kalau tuhan dah tentukan itu jalan kita.
kena la bersiap sedia right?

sumetime, am bit scared for all the mariage thing
this is not about my family problem so that i can get out of that way
and not thinking about them on single thing.
it just, am ready go for it just by myself
and right now pn, dah terasa smua benda macam buat perkara tuh,
buat dgn sendiri. tanpa bantuan dorg.

kita lah yg cari catering, pelamin smua, jumpa org.
dorg?
goyang kaki. bab time nk bayar tuh la pndai lak bersuara mahal bgai la.
sees??
pening kot!!!
(geram-geram)

k la, cite bnyak pulak.
huhu..
nak email smua vendor right now..

p/s: muga2 dapat yg kenan di hati ngan bajet yg diberi.

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