today story is about do i have to choose?
confess?? choose? or..........
actually lately ive been thinking a lot about him..
not my fiance but someone that ive crush for several years.
it's kind of rude you know to think about him instead of my fiancee??
geess..that kind of annoying..
but why he always the one i just thinking about right now???
WHY???why..yyyyyyy???
just as i know it.
he already had a girlfren so do i!! fiancee ok?
but do i have to confess to him, so this feeling can relief afta am telling him?
or do i have to kept ntill i die??
ermm..
who know's, there might be somthing happen after telling or it's nothing could happen?
*am thinking*am thinking*
like how do much i think about him?? ermmm....
yesterday (deepavali day), am wathching movie wif my sweetheart.
n i do want to got to this place, and somehow, my mind always keep n whishing that am gonna sees him on that place
~~pls..hope he is here so that i can see his face!!~~(in my mind saying this ok)
and suddenly my wish is came TRUE!!
am sees him alone, walking back home (i guess)..
it this truly him?
as am notice that he might be not noticing me at all..
like we use to be in school togther..
just say "hi" to each other as a school mates.
but it wont happen ok.
(what a depressed!!)
can u sees that? how this situation right now??
urgghhh.....=_="
how and Y did it happen to me??
are there someone else have been like this before???
can u gave me ur light?? which road do ive to take??
when is a problem like this..
one best way to find out is "Solat istikharah".
which is there is 2 option on your way, and you need a light to find the way.
like my fren aways told me when i use to talk to her(the time when diploma)
she advice me to do it..so i can know my way is a right way or not.
am cant do it right now as am on "period"
so i do have to wait it finished.
am sure am i will do this before i proceed to confess.(like am wanted to do!!)
gagaa..u CAN'T do it for SURE!!
so.. hoping i can get the answer by not doing the "foolish" thing i never done!!
hehe..
*silly me*
anyway it is in your hand right? whether to choose it or not.
If you love that person, don't give up.
Try to be patient, but if that person doesn't care at all,
wait until your heart voluntarily quits.
if u have been let down by a person that u have choose,
maybe its time to let others choose u
cause they will appriciate u better when they have u
actually lately ive been thinking a lot about him..
not my fiance but someone that ive crush for several years.
it's kind of rude you know to think about him instead of my fiancee??
geess..that kind of annoying..
but why he always the one i just thinking about right now???
WHY???why..yyyyyyy???
just as i know it.
he already had a girlfren so do i!! fiancee ok?
but do i have to confess to him, so this feeling can relief afta am telling him?
or do i have to kept ntill i die??
ermm..
who know's, there might be somthing happen after telling or it's nothing could happen?
*am thinking*am thinking*
like how do much i think about him?? ermmm....
yesterday (deepavali day), am wathching movie wif my sweetheart.
n i do want to got to this place, and somehow, my mind always keep n whishing that am gonna sees him on that place
~~pls..hope he is here so that i can see his face!!~~(in my mind saying this ok)
and suddenly my wish is came TRUE!!
am sees him alone, walking back home (i guess)..
it this truly him?
as am notice that he might be not noticing me at all..
like we use to be in school togther..
just say "hi" to each other as a school mates.
but it wont happen ok.
(what a depressed!!)
can u sees that? how this situation right now??
urgghhh.....=_="
how and Y did it happen to me??
are there someone else have been like this before???
can u gave me ur light?? which road do ive to take??
when is a problem like this..
one best way to find out is "Solat istikharah".
which is there is 2 option on your way, and you need a light to find the way.
like my fren aways told me when i use to talk to her(the time when diploma)
she advice me to do it..so i can know my way is a right way or not.
am cant do it right now as am on "period"
so i do have to wait it finished.
am sure am i will do this before i proceed to confess.(like am wanted to do!!)
gagaa..u CAN'T do it for SURE!!
so.. hoping i can get the answer by not doing the "foolish" thing i never done!!
hehe..
*silly me*
anyway it is in your hand right? whether to choose it or not.
If you love that person, don't give up.
Try to be patient, but if that person doesn't care at all,
wait until your heart voluntarily quits.
if u have been let down by a person that u have choose,
maybe its time to let others choose u
cause they will appriciate u better when they have u
