warkah - ku ingin kamu

1st of all,
i hope u'olls can guess what it is about according to the tittle?

giving up already?

ok... its acctually the name of our song dedicated to one of us.
sort of la..
but salah 1 nya, i yg dedicated to him
tp for him, i admire his voice for that song.

btw him? whos?? my fiancee?
nah...
he is not a typical guy who can accept gul dedicated song.
cz gul love song so slow..haha...
it just like not his soul song.
so sgt sedihlah kan spe yg dapat dia.
hehe..but i do got him already kan?
lalalala~~~ trima je la..

so who is him?
is one of my crush!
the one we do meet at "tagged" (if you can remember when time myspace n tagged nie hanggat lg)
when the time am diploma i get to know him
why i do crush on him?
its all bcoz he look and his voice
his look like one of the malaysian twin football (zaquan n aidil)
klu skali pndng,
klu dua kali pandang, dah bukan ok..haha.

n the other one is his voice, cz dlm tagged time tuh
the 1st social network yg boleh ltak video bagai (so far i remember la)
so ada video akustik lagu romance - Ku ingin kamu (as mention on the tittle-->for 1st song)
dia nyanyi ntuk siapa tuh, lantak pi lah kan..
so sbb tuh lah crush on him for this.

so, we do get well to know each other as usual peer to peer.
and u'olls know wat,
when am social networking, i do realy realize that most of i meet or chat with the guy,
is the guy is around melaka, johor or negeri sembilan only yg dapat ngam ngn i
yg lain tuh, cm hi hi then bye bye.
and dia nie orang johorian ok :)

so we do knal hampir nk dkt 2 thun tolak cmpur tiba2 menyepi and sort of la
and i do thank god that i've meet him and freind with him

time diploma tuh, ada projek akhir kena wat business on pper work
at that time sblum bg idea kt penyelia
mmg dah blank hbs r tak tau nak buat apa
asik idea kna reject je
so last2 my team came out to buat Cyber cafe
evendo time tuh mmg hangat pasal it nie kan.
n si dia nie time ni ada r kje kat cyber cafe, like ada share skit ntuk business kt jb time tuh

apa lagi, i tidak mmbuangkan masa ntuk mntak dia tlg.
akhirnya kami dpt one of the best group and successfull projek in business
evendo it's just on papper only.

why do am social networking time2 mcm nie?
as u can see, i nak cari guy yg boleh bantu i ntuk siapkan projek2 i
haha..
itulah motif i.. bukan nk mngedik or else
it just about how do you can handle the work in the easy way.

thanks to him cz his effort to help me out. and bnyk jgk r guy yg jd mangsa i ntuk projek akhir tuh..huhu
tp i tak sekejam itu ntuk lepaskan freindship that we got
yela, dah org tlong lps tuh tak nk kawan plak..
tak de la smpi cm tu.
sbb tuh i bgtau, hmpir 2 thun i kenal dia.
tp pada guy2 lain yg end up je pas projek hbs am sorry ok..huhu.
bnyk sgt nk layan..semak kpala plak..hehe..

btw, dia ni agak panas baran orgnya. tp apakan daya.
sbb dia hensem, sy jadi air pn tak pe.
haha..

kami tak pernah sekali bertemu. smuanya hanyalah bergantung pada sms
and call once dah dpt no masing2.

ada jgk niat ntk bertemu, tp jarang skali pertemuan kami dijodohkan
ada je halangan.
sbb tu kami tidak bersama sbgai kekasih lain. bak kta org tuhan tuh dah tnjuk, jodoh it not in our hands
so end up dgn as a friend.

and pernah skli ktorg cuba ntuk couple jarak jauh.
tp still tak boleh sbb org panas baran ni, sifat syak wasangkanya agak tinggi sama skli
lg2 bila dah jrak jauh.
so simpan hajat je la nk truskan hubungan itu.
tp still we do end up as a friend.

nth cmne, kalau couple ada je tak kena, tp as friend we manage to go well.
pelik2.
tp akhirnya slepas sthun hbs blaja, kami masing2 menyepi, diam tanpa berita
i do got his number. tp nk sms kerap mcm dlu dah tak sama.
sbb takut if interupting him or else. right now lg jrang nk sms or pape sbb dia dah kahwin
tak nak ada kaitan ppe psal ngn dia pn. tkt ggu rumah tgga org.
simpang malaikat 44. mntak jauh ppe syak wasangka klu ppe jd.

sblum kami msing2 mnyepi tuh, i do dedicated this song to him
"warkah by bau - ost sinderella" (2nd song according to the tittle above)
i dont know why am giving him this song

as u can see, it just am the one who like to left him behind
ikt tittle pada lagu tu la kan.
tp tak de mksdpn cm 2..
if let say, he heard this song. hope he can remember about me
if we do lost contact and so on.

and finally smlm (24/11/11) sblum msuk tido, tkjut dapat message from him.
tnyakn khabar smua. n i do touchable when one of his message is
"saya sllu igtkan nrul bila dgr lagu yg nurul bg bila tetiba trdgr lagu tuh"
n lg 1 trsntuh bila dia ckp, sedih tak dpt lg video raya yg sllu nrul anta kt dia ucap slmat ari raya.
wahh...sedihnya..
(tak boleh bt lg ok..u sudah kawen ok!!)

wah..all the sudden.
him make me cry and my sleep is like in heaven that night
hehe..
smpi c2 je la msg kami malam tuh akhirnya n kembali pada menyepi n buat hal msing2 balik.

that all about the tittle of the day..
bg sesiapa yg tak pernah lagu nie. feel free to cri and dgr ye.. :)

x0x0 jenny

Kurang Selesa A.k.A AWKWARD

y ha, after done wathcing all the series drama either on tv or in the web,
my virginity to wrote in the blog are suck it up??
haha...

now it about time the 2nd drama on MTV that ive been followed.
it's just me whos the one want to watch that drama aka episode??
or is because the story line is suite on me?? or just like no body cares??
that what i call this episode "AWKWARD"

not to mention is the heroin on this episode called "Jenna" or full name is
JENNA HAMILTON.
can you see the similarity on this?? "jenna" n "jeeee nn ahh"??
huhu..




.JeNna.


.Matty.


.Jake.

"Awkward" is about the specific incidents in our formative years that define us-
sometimes for the best and sometimes for the worst.
The show centers around fifteen-year-old Jenna Hamilton, who, like many,yet unwanted,
feels invisible to her peers and desperately wants to find her place--
which is hard to do in a day and age where fitting in means standing out.

Unfortunately, Jenna's visibility comes on the heels of an accident that gives her a not-so-fun stigma.
And while the stigma of her accident could be the curse of her life when the student body mistakes an accident she has for a suicide attempt
Jenna's determined to make it her life's blessing

suicide?? definately not me in high school or today..
"ada jgk intend to do-->but safetly SAVE with my bunches of fren hold me no to over react"
nah..what a lame person i am!!

yet unwanted?? its pretty sure it is suite me. for the 1st place la..
but now..we do have to choose to be with.
either heart or like (taken from the script)

my comments:-

1st of all, am pretty upset the way Jenna choose Jake in stead of Matty.
its preety awkward to date with pop up (hansem) guy and yets his girlfren are just not popular as he does,
and like to see in the public
for a guy la..
for a gul, she definately want that!! right? like DTR!! (define the relationship)
but Jake is nice too. the way they are together is nothing to hidding with.
but Jenna not love Jake.

2nd, how cool is that Jenna parent is!! especially her mom! inspired, energatic and troublesome to Jenna.
hope i do have parents like that..haha..but now. syukur dgn apa yg ada la..

and lastly is about "RED" lipstick.
two series MTV that ive been watch approaching this kind of color!!
did they un proposedly highlight it?? so that i need to buy that lipstick?
arghh...their skin tone are matching.

but for me?
boleh jadi "AWKWARD" plak nntinye kan?
rasa nk cuba pn ada gak nie...ermm..akn di pikirkan nnti.

but overall review from me about this episode?
i definately cant wait the season 2 came off!!!! it's about on 2012!!
wahh..lamanya nk tggu!!

u'olls shuld watch it too! and we can share the story a lot!

y am saying this, because i craving to know, whos the one wrote the letter to Jenna.
and yets, it is possible, Jenna get back together with Matty?

Arrhh...
definately cant wait!!

new!!

Hi there,

as u can sees and heard,
i just upgrade my new layout n my new blog song.
this is what happen when am super up to date things up.
hehe..


hope u like it..and plss allow to be my followers.
cao!

am counting on these days...

what ive do count on these days is:-


1- end of nov, am going to jakarta for class trip
2- going to move to my new house (evendo its not new...but for me is my 1st house)
3- my wedding days (tak sabar nak rasa hidup berdua--*gatai*)
4- my last studying (like 2 years left from now)
5- hope can get promoted to executive. (unless i do talk to my boss about this - tupn bergantung pada kekosongan n rezeki la ye dak?)

2 je la buat setakat ini
~tata~

nak tahu tak??

nak tahu tak??
berapa banyak manga that ive been reading for this couple of month???
i guess its almost reach to 100 - 200 MANGA!!!

gileeee tol!!
buku study takde plak nak wat cmnie ea?
haha..
gara2 manga, aku selalu tido lambat.
berapa lambat aku tido??

ce cuba teka??
ermm..
pling lambat takat nie ialah jam 4 PAGI.
repeat ye, 4 PAGI!!!

then what happen to me?
definitely saya sakit kepala sbb tak cukup tido and tido yang tak menentu..

haih...bila r nk buang tabiat nie..hehe...
enough is enough..
but i dont felt it that way...
banyak lagi manga yang aku ikuti still ongoing..
so nak tak nak..kena r fllow..hehe..

tak boleh kot tinggalkan.. "uuu-yeahhhh~~~"

btw...nak thu tak......
MANGA yang setakat nie yg merangkul anugerah hampir jiwaku tak tenang??

ia adalah:


Fruit Basket
(like my previous blog, i do ada crita sdkit pasal bab ni..dlu tgk anime, skrang baca manga plak)
apa yg membuatkan aku terdetik ntuk bca manga ttg anime nie
its because anime sekerat jalan je..evendo its like normal happy ending
but MANGA is superb to know what exactly the truth happy ending.
walaweii..
sees how this manga hampir jiwaku tak tenang..
that y i gave this MANGA anugerah u knowsss..


dari segi plot crita - cam dalam sastera, klimaks, konfliks, emosi sume cukup la.
n sampaikan gara2 baca kat opis time smua org takde
nsib tak end up dgn menitiskan air mata.
~kaver kot~
tak boleh jadi kalau org tahu, menangis sbb baca MANGA..
haha..
lawak ~ lawak...

so, for readers or people out there yg truly cari manga yg boleh buatkan emosi anda meronta like i do
pls do so to read this MANGA.

definitely 6 star over 5..
it means, pelukis or spe2 yang ada kaitan dalam pembabitan terbitnya MANGA ni
u'olls tlh mmbuatkan saya baca MANGA nie 3 hari, n jam 3 pagi baru tido
so
i solute u..
that all it is about MANGA

x0x0 jenny..chao!!!