A post in Month of March

this current month. is a quite challenging for me!
family problem
wedding planner
school studies

even-do i don't intend to tell/story in here.
but for me, lets it keep into my self.
nak cerita pn, nnti pjng bejela.
n ada nnti menitiskan air mata.

what can i do for my blogger, i just givving a hint of the challenging thing a bit ok.

family problem - mksud yg ini dh jd twice berlakunya.
rasanya my sis (H* and Y*) di opis knows about it. when the time, i do have to take half day leave ntuk balik rumah dlm kdaan menangis depan mereka.
but this time. i dont.
simpan dalam2 perasaan menangis tuh sbb i dont want people know that am a weak at that moments.
cm perumpamaan "hard at the outside, but soft in the inside"
tu lah ungkapan yg boleh i do gambarkan for my self right now.

tiada siapa akan sedih if this happen when the time we do want to get married.
nak ada kta sepakat tuh mmg susahlah kalau msing2 dah ada ego msing2.
so ppepn, me, i and myself...forever alone.

kalau wedding thing tuh, nk kta rushing pn, stakat nie ada la progress.
evendo bnda dah lama buat.
quotation sume dah ada. so kne make a choice which to choose and to go.
and make the booking la.

pasal studies plak, dah kta student. bnyak plak homework nya.
this year, am planning to clear all my calculus pnya subjek.
sbb ps kwen dah tak nak pkir psal nombor. lagi2 subjek akaun.
spe2 yg kenal aku. mmg payah la "DEBIT KREDIT" nak lekat dlam kepalaku.
huhu.
boleh jd klau amik subjek cmnie lepas kawen. bleh terberanak aku di buatnya (kalau ada rezeki ntuk pregnant). huhu.

tuh yg agk "studentholic" this year.
also attend to memulihkan CGPA dgn skorkan sume subjek calculus.
tp ada jgk slack dlm statistik.
lect kedekut mrkah! menci.
hehe..pepepn dh lepas.
so sem nie nk skor balik for account exspeciallynya.
hehe.

so which me luck!!
and that all for my post in month of march.
tak tau lgi bila akn ada cite yg bru ntuk bulan nie lgi.
~XoXo~