I Never Told You

Just aware about new song from Colbie Caillat

"I Never Told You"

I miss those blue eyes
How you kissed me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
I can't believe I still want you
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to when I'm not
Around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
I can't believe I still want
You
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
(still you're gone)
Can't believe that I still want
You
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

i love this song so much.
its suits me perfectly and serve me right
what am saying this because i just held it in what am supossed to do or to say it. now am crazy and cant take my eyes of this evertime i sees

but thing will be never remain the same
past is past
we do have to moving on
let the memories remains the same

i dedicated to this person which do have this photo on profile

what a lame me *silly*

oh minggu exam.
how tiring to do so many thing at once.
work, study and also preparation for my wedding.

lately am also got so many weird dream.
horror, not so bad dream = bad and wat so eva.

1st dream is about not so bad dream *equal to* bad
is nothing bad at all, it just why this dream shuld be happening at this first place
i dont ever think anything before slept.

normally la. if we do think something before sleep.
it came out in your dream.
like permainan tidur.
the thing you haven finished yets but you wanted so badly to do it and ends.

last week..(i cant recall which day it is.)
that night i do got dreaming something that i should do it in the past.

i dont know how, or remember, did i just do think to much about someone?
i dont think so.

something about a guy. (definately him)
i really want to talk to him, how am felt towards him.
but that dream show that, with all just happen onward or in the past
no matter how harder am trying to get him to told him that "i love him"
it just i cant says it infront of him. and the result is,
am just started walking and left him behind without single words.

but back then i do notice that:-


but for me:-


the 2nd dream is about horror to the death dream.
cmne la boleh end up the dream camnie.
boleh dreaming about someone who just came to my house and all the sudden started to record my cats voice with the weird editing voice
i dont know how to describe it.
but something that sure we barely not notice it was a cat. *sort of like mengilai cara garang*
and yg record to bukan someone but its somthing ok.
somthing yg mmg tak boleh nampak dengan mata kasar.

n dalam mmpi tuh, boleh notice one of my fren (i dont know, cmne boleh ada member plak kat rumah time nie)
namapn dreaming kan. huhu.
once she heard that noise came from outside,
her looks like pale as like seing ghost.
and that all of us started panic till the death ok.

nsb mmpi nie tak belarutan. sbb jam loceng dh bunyi ntuk siap g kerja.
haha.
apa pnye dream la.
mcm2 kan?

you know me rite. klu mmpi tuh smuanya nak pelik.
n u'oll baca n layankan aja kan?
hahha...

sje je nk menghupdatekan blog sblum dok ngadap buku stady.
huhu.

*tata*

Down to earth

entry kali ini nk cecite mngenai
"down to earth"

what is this??
u'oll know what this perumpamaan??
ada yg thu ada yg tak (i guess la)
klu tak thu u'olls bleh g00gle it
now internet d hujung jari ma....

apa kaitan perumpamaan nie pada diri i??
is all about my eyes actuallynye

i never talk with people or my frens or any one that can be sure our eyes meets.
like playing "looking through my eyes"
this game i definitely sure wins
tp bila time bercakap our eyes meet.
sure "KALAH"
automatic pnye eyes to mesti down to earth.

even with my fiance or wat. he never talk to me with our eyes meet.
we sure cant talk klu dah jd cmnie. sure blank or dah tak igt apa nak di bualkan lepas tuh..
huhu.

sbb i mmg suke tgk mata org klu time bercakap la..kebiasaannya.
or i sendri tak thu, mata i pandang mana bila bercakap??
ahaks...blurrr kejap..

one of my clique sudah menemui my weakness already nmpaknye.
for sure she want to teasing me with that.

its started when we do want to chat with our eyes meets.
then the result is....
my eyes sure started to look somewhere else..just like down to the earth.

now am started to knows that i cant talk to people with our eyes meet.
my weaknesses.
waaaaaaa.... :(

mula2 tuh tak percaya la jugak kenapa i tak boleh bercakap kalau our eyes meet.
then second situation happen with me in the class.

am just talking with my classmate (a guy)
talking about our assignment.
pada saat itu dan tika itu.
am very sure.. i do talk to him looking rite through his eyes.
nmpak jugak la dia cm pndang tempat lain
tp i dont mind pn..
mgkin i pn rasa cm tu bila bercakap ngn org. org nmpak mata kita ke lain kan?

tetapi once this guy balas balik talk that we do have discuss and straight looking through my eyes.
my hearts just like "doki..doki" (heartbeats sure beat faster than before)
haha...
sure i pulak yg trus "down to the earth"

maybe that the reason i cant talk with people with our eyes meet.
"doki..doki" is everywhere.
to be safe lets just looking down to earth.
SELAMAT saya tau...huhu..
no doki..doki...sure can talk easily..

so this is it..
.
.
.
p/s; dont talk with me with eyes meet ok..
plssssssssss....huhu..nnti dah tak mau bercakap kang..bru tau..hehe

Diasy & A moment to remember

Just a quick review for korean movie
tak tau r kalau u'olls dh tgk sblum i.
i kan lambat skit dalam bab2 nie..
lg2 korea movie or japanese

i suka baca manga je..
and a bit of drawing them
.
.
.
.

.:Daisy:.


and

.:A moment to remember:.


this two movies definately make me cries a lot
ok..a lot
so if u'olls nk tgk.
pls sediakan tisu berkotak2 kalau korg kuat menangis
kalau tak. amik tisu 20c je dah ckup.
hehe

sy sudah jtuh cinta dengan hero kedua-dua crita ini tau.
nmpak dia sgt romantik and mature to handle the situation it have.
wah..cair kjp.
huhu

.:Jung Woo Sung:.


so apa lg..sila la tgk ye.
OST pn sedap gak nk dgr.

b2b

hizzz..

today entry is about b2b (bride 2 be)
am guess today onward about this kot.
u know..
am gonna be bride soon ok!!
hehe.

tak sbr n nebes melampau 2...not that way la.

how my b2b progression?
so far, all the hantaran are completely within a year before wedd.
i guess when planning engagement.

for my side la. just a couple like telekung, sejadah and Qur'an
yg msih belum dibeli.
last mnit nnti beli r kot.
it just am started buying yg penting2 n yg rsnya harga dia yg agak melampau poketnya.
huhu..lampau ke.
ikt kemampuan n kepentingan. bukannya kehendak. right?

wedding ring? - check (dah order dah..tggu nak byau je)

how so early buying?
am kept buying and collect when SALE time is coming.
so when is about wedding.
hantaran is not in my mind anymore.

just pkir big thing like pelamin, dress, make up and so on.
how tiring u know.
to kept thing in track.

for me time management is most importantly.
right now. 1 month for 1 thing ive to make sure have done.

dewan currently dah dpt kata hitam putih.
so date pn dah ada.

now planning, booking, survey sume dh ptt kena wat.
nk hrapkan parents especially bnda2 cmni.
their side is all about money.

for me, the best thing i can get with the best price.
i love survey n nego most.
hehe..
siap r sellers.

tp sygnya, sllunya apa yg kita nak mesti parents reject tau.
sadis.
dorg nk khawin ke kita nie?

so terpaksa r cari lagi n survey lagi..
on and on.

i will list down nnti link2 ntuk b2b if i do got with all yg bg i best price
and best services.

*tata*

Teaser Pre-Wedding

lupa nak update ttg ini.

2 minggu lepas i do got a job from one of my BFF who get married this coming sunday (11.12.12)
which is to take her PRE-Wedding of her n *chenta*

sblum nk g Jakarta n sblum i do got a lot of things to do especially on assignment and test.

what i could do to cheer her up for bride to be kan? so am willing to this like sponsoring :)
mula2 tuh nk set time and date agk sukar sbb groom kita nie super bz.
sian bride kta have to kept waiting
so do i.
sian kan saya?? huhu ^_^

bukan stakat tuh sahaja. ngn kdaan cuaca yang tak menentu..
bnyk tol cabaran nk tngkp pic time tuh tau....

tp pe kan daya.
ngn berkat doa n usaha
akhirnya pre-wedding ini dijayakan oleh pihak saya n jugak en.tunang (kemana saya ada mesti nak ikt) huhu..we do like a magnet kan?
hehe

.:sempat lg bergambar:.

so hasilnya cmne?
here u go:-







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tq

today story it just for quick one.
i just wanna say
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.
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THANK YOU!!

whether is to:-

god
*make me breath until now*

family
*either good or the hard time, am just a daughter that wanted her families go well: end up with turn my temper down a bit more before am left to my new family*

you
*my fiancee especially - always the one stand by my side either when its fire or in the rain*

friends
*bf/bff/gf/skandal-mandel/room-mate/house-mate: in a happy time and the sad time*

and
to those people who knows about me
*jiran/musuh etc: whose always make my day tak kira apa jua berlaku, i still dont know what could happen next*