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Dr3aM!ng @ chiK3n-Chik3N Sleep

tgk tittle cm apa ke bendanye kan?
klu dh dreaming tuh..dreaming je la
klu dh chiken2x sleep tuh cmnelak cito nye??

huhu..

this happen when it was yesterday.my sleep it just like chiken2x sleep...but i can dreaming with my sleeep eyes no so eyes lak..
meaning is aku mmg tdo..tp blh mimpi dgn kdaan mata yg xbrapa nk tutup & bukak spenuhnya..
can see my room when dreaming..huh??? weirdo gul!!

so what can we call about it??
can any1 tell me??
are this happen at you?? if so..plssss...text me!! hehe :P

y this thing happen at me? i dont, jusy thinking mybe nnti akan dtg kt u'olls jgk kot 1 day.
i guess..

malam tuh tdo cam biasa..sbb nak kta penat tuh tak sgt..maybe..
time nak tdo tuh kita bnyak berfikir kot..
sbb tuh mmpi nie org kta permainan tdo... whether is about fantasy or it a "sign"or an "vision"..
who knows...

dah la malam tuh mmg sah aku chiken2 sleep sbb seriusly tak dapat nak tdo dgn nyenyak sbb "PANAS" yg org kata lain macam..
awal2 bilik aku nie mmg sah takde aircond..
sumber kipas pn yg atas kpala akk aku je...so aku n adik aku yg hujung pelusuk bilik nie...
hnya tuhan saja yg tahu panas kt hujung bilik nie
smpaikan ada extra kipas aku pasang spya tak rsa panas sgt bila tido

tp kali nie..kipas tmbahan pn tak lut..cmno??

tiba i got a dream that a guy who always bother me. cant think what that place be..nak kta sekolah mcm gak, nak kta pejabat...ermm......tak jugak..tp bile2 pkir balik...klu time tuh dah tua bangka kena kacau..kt sekolah....what i can think is mgkin kt sumwhere around my part time pnye kelas....ermm...wat a coincidence...tp...ntahlah...skip on that

i dont know wether we are attend an relationship or somthing
clearly mmg sgt2 nmpak wajah n raut muka "lelaki" tuh..
who are always bother me...standing by my side..
but we dont seem holding hand or wat..but he seem like carrying person.

tak yah ckp sal gduh..dlm mmpi pn ada gduh ke?
we seem got A LOT of fight tp dia ttap ada kt mana2 aku pergi..

then suddenly i was tersentap drpda tido..siap tgk bilik ngn mata yg tak brapa nk bukak nie..
tgk kdaan skeliling..ada skit cemuh sbb panas sgt..tolak sume bnda2 atas katil yg buatkan aku rasa panas..then trus tdo..

igtkan dah hbs dah..smbung balik..hehe..
nak kata we do staying at one roof..cm ye je..tp rupenya 1 bgunan...cam apartment la..
tp rumah tuh..aku dduk sbb dia yg bayarkan...krenya dalam mmpi tuh r..
haha...y am saying this because

aku mrah ke aku mrajuk ke.."lelaki" nie simply in and out cam rumah dia..
siap ada kunci lg..kot2 aku kunci time tgh majuk..
haha...

and then bangun ntuk kali kedua, mengeluh still panas tak hengat gak..tp manage to get sleep again without to continue this dreaming..

thanks god!! msti u'olls cm apa2 je jannah nie kan? haha..
lawak2...crita cm tuh pn ada ke??

kta mimpi..knyataan or papan kenyataan tak tau r kan..
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msti u'olls nk thu cmne rupe "lelaki" tuh?? rite?
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ketinggian: tak berapa nak tnggi sgt..tp aku mmg suke org tinggi nie..around 170++cm tuh cm ye.
skin tone: sawo matang..not to white not to dark...tp lebih uteh drpda aku r... :(
hair style: nk kta pacak2 takde..tp belah tengah. straight hair!
susuk badan: sgt2 sasa.focus on muscle. tng perut tak lak trpkir n trbayang time tuh..hehe
pocket: $$ masyuk r..kalau tak cmne nak afford rumah aku tuh..hehe..evndo time aku merajuk.dia pujuk aku dgn rosses..hehe... (berangan je lah)
dressing style: time mmpi tuh..dia sgt2 hensem...time mula2 dok ganggu aku..time tuh tgh pakai kemeja unggu ke klu tak salah...

thats the way "lelaki" yg wujud dalam mmpi aku tuh..

bangun pagi tuh terpkir gak nk smbung blik tdo, n wishes can got the same or continue this story..
unfortunately..it wont happen twice.
terpkir2 dalam kepala nie..siapa n kenapa..

ermm.."mmpi hanyalah permainan tidur"

sekian...
kelakar kan? hahaa....

dibawah purnama..

mlm ni nk merapu kjp..evendo apa aku nk tulis apa pn tak tau..
lately super bz..super xle pkir, super penat, super power!!!!...(iklan jap) hehe..

pkir pada result peksa..mmg down skit
sbb pointer dah down..
nk kta xstudy..stdy..siap wat note cm biasa
tp sem ni mmg "thouf"
lect u super strict n super tak tau r nk ckp..

mmg treat like a adult n working employee.
knpa cm2? sbb asgment mmg kne pkir out of the box, kne bg penerangan siap lg cm kt ops n cm2 tp so far manage to do that..

the only thing that yg btul2 btkan aku rasa cmne leh pointer down which is,
"MY SELF NOT IN THE EXAM SITUATION"

like have been told before..aku leh dtg time nk amik exam. my body is there..but my mind is not.

so terima n tawakal apa dh jadi.
sbb i already gave my 110% to that!

n finally result dah kluar..Portal pelajar mula2 ok je tgk..tgn ni dok gtal nk tgk bhgian keputusan periksaan..last2 cme out the result:-

1. MarcCOm = B+
dlm ati alhamdulillah, aku dah wat yg terbaik..lect tuh pn bukan thu kwujudan ku dsitu...evendo already trying my best to understand his subject very well.

2. Principle Management = B
erm...subjek nie? xle ckp po dah...even the best grup present, asgment tak yg ckp r bpe kali kne reject..tp on time tuh ok r..aleh2 dpt nie? syukur

3. Markting Info System = ERROR
wat?? portal pelajar xkluar result smua lg? apakah? blh plak result yg tggl skung yg management je? yg marcom tuh mne hilangnye??

last2 tgk CPA = 3.33??
wat?? apakah? result xkluar hbs nie dpt plak? ayoyo..
apa nk jd tol sistem tuh..kc tukar r management?? apa r..hehe..

so ni r cite dibawah purnama

-sekian-

WhatsApP??

Cecite Arini about 1 weeks digelar "ORANG" pnye!
meaning that slpas di risik n sudah diikat leeee...

tetiba nk share ngn sume org whatAPp? my feeling about this moments.
came out with sista at my Opis ask..

"apa perasaan ANDA, selepas di "PAKAI"kan cncin itu??"

huh??
ermm......perlu ke soalan ini ditanya?

my answer is:-
a bit uncomfortable seem not the same like cincin yg sblum2 nie pakai, aka yg i do buy for it..
n
a bit okward bile pakai depan PARENTS! like ervting yg need to hold sumthing or to gave them anything with the hand with the ring on.. felt wanna to HIDE it!

thats my feeling rite now!

n my sista kt opis tuh cm pelik..knapa cm tuh?
n dia sndri tnya dia sndri jwab..

mgkin KAU xbrapa rapat ngn parents kau tuh yg kau rsa janggal smpai cm gitu kot!
erm.....

n aku pn me"MAYBE" aje lah kan..huhu

so blik2 n trpkir..apakah benar kta sista tuh?? jauh d sudut ati..its aYES!!
i do not like to share about my personal thing to my family members! not single one i story..even adik laki ku yg ku rasa rapat yg xbrapa rapat tuh.hehe

jenis mmg tak suke crita ngn fmly sndri..tp ngn kengkawan..ringan lak mulut nie..hee..

so that is it.. :P

Hari Ibu..Hari Ku.....8.MEI.2011

it seem long time no story from me rite..
dunno r last cple month nie..
what ive done, what ive think, what ive do..

i also dont know..

felt like, apa yg kte wat tuh..cm..xde rsa pape..
nk kata mkn pil khyal ke xdop lak pkir..
huh....
blja sume, msuk tuh x, exam nak stdy xde pe lak yg msuk..ha, bile exam apa yg aku jwb pn aku sndri xthu..
it just felt like bukan aku yg mnulis, n hdir time exam tuh..
---*kreepy*---

ce cite ngn apa dh jd kt aku nie?

mgkin trlalu woried about aku pnye planning
which is my E-day, rumah nk cri, & wet nk cri..

i know its not suposedly to think by ME
but dlm sdut ati, we do have to care also.
which is, this is my LIFE
ppe jd, kte yg akn tggungnye nanti.

org blh ckp, tp nk merasa
diri sndri jgk kan?
rite?

so
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bnda dh kemukakan kepda sri pduka aynda n bonda..
seem bonda nk kakanda jln dlu....
ayahnda plak ok je..jnji ada wet jln..
jgn omong ksong..

aku nie nk briya mls pn ada, nk sgt pn ada..
ikt je flow apa yg dh berlaku..

memandangkan plan bulan 3 ntuk tunang dtgguhkan sbb gra2 tggu adik2 sume berkmpul..
so ikt je r pesanan ayhnda ku itu..itu yg dia nk..

msa pn berjalan ngn lncar tetiba trpkir nk wat tunang bulan 5 seem dak2 sume cuti sklh, adik2 aku U'2 pn dah stat cuti..
expect me...which is nk short kn masa, nk xnk amik short sem..
spy cpt hbs..

aku nie cri r masa nk bgtau ayh aku blik nk plan tunang tuh bile.
debar blik nk bgtau..
aihh...

nebes mlmpau2..

dlm nk g ops tuh r aku bgtau ayh aku nk trkh sekian2..
last ayh aku bgtau, knapa bgtau last mnit? which is hujung bulan 4..hehe
aku pn ngn selamba bgtau.."mana pulak last mnit, kre ok angh bgtau skung, kalau tak 1hb mei agh bgtau"

keh..keh..keh..

so blik kje tuh, bincang r sal nie..
nak xnk sblum tunang tuh..kne r mak bpak chenta dtg ntuk sesi kenal2.

i wonder hows will gonna be..

tik tok msa bjalan..this is it..
ini lah hrinya...

HARI IBU-->8.MEI.2011

tlh dijadikan hari sjrah buat ku iaitu HARI MERISIK!!
msti pmbaca tkjut kan?? hehe..

cmne aku smpan prsaan ini..tdak meluahkan pd ssiapa..
pda ssiapa yg mgkin aku trlepas ckp n paksa aku ckp tuh..
TQso much..hehe..

mne leh pndam prsaan sorg2 kn..hehe..

even adik2 sndri, opah sume xtaw..besh!
opah dh dtg pn ntuk sbgai wkil jgk, dia sndri igt kakakku yg jalan dlu..hehe
aku kan suke suprise kn org..
jgn plak aku di SUPRISE balik dah r..klau bnda elok xpe..
jgn yg xelok..mntak sume xde r jdi..
AMIN..

hntran, ikatan tlh dibncgkan..
bpe sume tuh.xplak aku dgr sbb dikunci dlm blk kebal..
dgr tuh alah2 celah taik tlga pn xdpt nk dgr sgt..
suara mereka2 yg dtg bncang tuh..aduyai..bisik ke? hehe..

nsb adik laki aku ada time tuh..dia pndgr n ambil gmbr..tp xbnyk r..
tnya r dia pstu.. hehe..

cuma trkh tunang tuh, xdnyatakn lg kata sepakat bile..
sbb tuh r aku ckp, time aku cuti, adik aku tak..
cm2 halangan..

bak kta org nk melengkapkn ssuatu tu adalah pkra yg MUSTAHIL..
tp like Maher Zain song, "if there is a WAY, there will be AWAY!!"

jgn plak ptah smgat dh r kan..doakan yg terbaik..
so aku tggu masa ssuai ntuk nie plak..
mntak r pale otak aku nie xcm risik pnye pasal..hehe :-)

spe yg dh thu hal nie..mntak jgn disebar2kan..
cz i do kept in my self...kte merancang tuhan tntukan..
mls nk kecoh sbb xjd kang mlu pda dri sndri..so apa yg berlaku..
lebih baik kte sndri2 yg TAHU..

so..this is the latest story by me..
hehe..
---SMILE---

Untung aaaar....

sban ari tdak ku update blog sbb bulan yg super bz nk exam, asgmnt n cm2 la..
komitmen ktakan...

tp arini ak nk luahkan jgk ttg...
"untung"

bukan nk kta jeles or apa
tp korng bca n judge sndri
its just my word...if u felt that way too... say it out... how did u felt!

kte mulakan....

Untung aaaar....
bile balik, just hon kan kreta, MAK g bukakkn pntu...

Untung aaaar....
Kreta kotor dh lama x bsuh...AYAH tlg bsuhkan blh
aka spe yg pttnya bsuh, sbb dia yg guna

Untung aaaar....
nak exam, leh study dpt 4 flat, kje rmh tah kemana, siap dihidagkan lgi....just trun bwk prut..
(aku doakan yg terbaik bukan terbgus ntuk nie..hrap TUHAN tuh maha adil)

Untung aaaar....
org len buat budi, org len dpt nama...aku nk tgk time dah kwin...JANGAN SESEKALI SENTUH AKU....(ko bt kat mak ko sdri...aku bukan nk kta apa, kejam ke apa, IBU BAPA SBGAI CONTOH)...jgn sesekali cabar aku...

Untung aaaar....
bile org kta penat, MAK blh trima, bila aku kata penat bgai lg2 wat 2 keje blaja ngn kerja sdgkan org tuh blja je....mak xSENTAP cm aku kena...

Untung aaar....
org len yg nk pkir masa depan nk tunang apa persiapan...org len yg di utamakan...pandang kte sebelah MATA jeee...even tnya skit pn..tak

so? apa pndpat korng trhadap prsaan aku tika ini?

smpai bile aku nk kena kuat, sdgkan kaki sudah lama lumpuh, hati sudah luruh, air mata hbs sebaldi...(melampau r tuh...) hehe..

hnya mgharapkan apa jalan ku ini benar n kuat ntuk ku hadapi...supaya aku xtgk benda yg skitkan ati...

n hrap ada balasan yg setimpal..

amin ya rabal alamin...