How Could This Happen??

in Last CouPle weeKs.
Im Felt like im not my self anymore..
im trying to be the "me" like before..
but when im trying to get off all the thing a while..
and all the sudden its coming back happen to me...

felt guilty to much already..
but i love to help "him" out like im duing before to my bf..
Love is In the Air already..
he kept sying " he love me so much"
how can i accept him, suddenly i already had in..

ermm..
he so lonely, the way i meet him..its the moment for him to change..
cz he can accept me the way i r.. but y cant i??
so i do accept him in my life.
to gave support for him to suckseed..

i love him to..both of them..
im so scared when some1 will get hurt someday..
n i do admit if both of them left me out..i hope i can accept it because all of this is came back to me..
"what goes round, come around"

so..i hope i can b what im b rite now...
muga2 dpt ptnjuk mana 1 yg akan ku pilih nnti...